安全感

星期二，工作日
一整天都好爱睡，却不能睡
莫名没有心情

缺乏安全感
看不到你，
很不安


在想在想
他想怎样？
她想怎样？

他们想怎样？

信任这关很难过

很茅盾
心底是相信你，却还不停怀疑。
我想怎样？


have a great dinner with rao, qian winky and chelsea :)
nights

holiday again

 monday, holiday again.

early morning wake up and help chris and jing yee make up

plan to go office today but failed.

 in love with my long dress :)

 

 addicted to drama 醉后决定爱上你

super niceeeeeeeeee <3

gai gai with his family at midvalley

din din pizza hut

night movie at leisure mall

PUSS IN THE BOOTS.

super funny xD nice nice

 

had done all the things i wanted but still not happy

keep thinking of many things all the time

worry this worry that.

i m not truly happy.

breaking dawn

 saturday, wear like a kid going tuition back to office

no mood calling

and bump into fahrenheit for my lunch with qian and rao :)

sushi zanmai, nome nome

 shop for clothes at mirrorcle

*cousin zuni worked there xD

breaking dawn part 1 with qian, rao winky

making noise in the cinema.lol

not bad,

i like the movie, first time watch twilight

i m so envy of bella 

she have a great husband, they are so lovely.

i m always wanna to get married and honeymoon

wooooo~ think too much.

><

shiny tea, new open at ts 1st floor near monorail.

buy one free one

still okay la.

things that i dont like always happened

argue for no reason.

bored

tired of working

stressful

too little of my com because of that rookie target skim

not really like my new place

bored . life

when you did something wrong, i can scold you but you never scold me back

but why, you cant change yourself instead of keep asking me to change?

tired. a bit moody today.

idk why just not in the mood.

joke

just a joke
and there is no any respond
i tot will be like celebrating party will be happening?

信任

真真假假

假假真真

傻傻分不清楚

太过伤心是不会流眼泪，

只有气得发抖

不知道的不要理会，

自以为了解也不要自作聪明

别人的事最好不需要理会

我并不笨，也没瞎

信任这关也很难过。

你答应的，

你说过的，

你没有完全做到

我不想我们的世界有他们的存在

2011 2011

 

i love penguins, so cute.

finally i watch it and i think was not bad

like the erik :3

but something i found out happened yesterday and i was so pissed off.

i hate ppl lie to me.

day after day

 

最近最近

每天感觉不够睡

有很多不愉快的事情发生

不知道还想不相信

其实自己并没有那么大方

还是很感谢一位朋友兼同事

或许她经历太多

她的劝告并不像别人安慰我一般的话

听她说她的经历

她的劝告我都想哭

 哈哈

虽然我们不是认识很久

她却说中我心里很多的东西

或许我真的太执着，太爱着他

很多事情都只好迁就

也只有一直继续这样

其实一直以来都很相信他

毕竟都快4年了

应该努力专注我的工作

虽然自己的情绪很难控制

nothing is good or bad,

your decision make it as

我有很多事情还没做

一堆电影电视剧还没看

很落后

我很想出去，但就是没人约我

悲惨

最后，我真的不喜欢你找我的男友

请你以后不要找他

不要影响我的情绪

我知道我自私

对不起

还有有些事情我都还没出声
请那些假惺惺的人收声
不要给我在那里乱吠

不明白为什么有些人可以在你的面前好好的
转过头就可以说你一些有的没的
还是要谁都可以讲


很无奈，也很累

good life

wanna keep my mood leng today.

have a good talk with my beloved friends

chris and jie ying.

we talked abut life, future

complain about life.

people around us

life is like that. 

friends around who treat us good are important to us.

so we must appreciate it :)

sometimes i just wonder. why boys and girls thinking were so different ?

why so unfair.

sometimes i just tired of my life, tolerate everything.

why there are people with so many patterns out there.

fine. i dont want talk about it

be happy. work hard.

happy day :)

111111

 

111111

worst day ever.

no sales

argue

club

argue

what happened?

what the heck was happening?

what's wrong with my friends?

i miss them so much but i m getting far from them

why working life sucks

not close to my team member.

i hate my family members cant communicate with them.

boyfriend?

no one understand me and i dunno why.

life sucks to the max.

sleep ba. nights

holiday outing

 

 its a holiday. haji holiday, no need to work :D

i have a longest sleep in this week!

wake up at 11am :D

rush to ts cause i m late

shopping session for OL skirt with my lovely susie

suddenly plan de.

once i m going out, all my friends started to date me.

if i m boring wanna go out,

no one date me. WEIRD

 outfit today.

saw a girl wearing same T with me.

bought at PDI . ><

 

 late birthday celebration for chelsea chan ji yan :D

sing k session at neway ;D

with qian, rao ,chelsea,jeffery and ahsraf

have a great time with them. long time no sing ady :D

went to fahrenheit sushi zanmai had our dinner!

go mirrocle visit my zuni HAHAHAHA xD

funny.

 dessert, snowflakes@pavillion!

laugh a lot today.

they are so funny xD

a happy holiday :)

the meaning of life

watched a movie just now with my love one.

i think the movie was not bad.

IN TIME

baby rachel love it alot *winks :)

make me think about the meaning of life.

sometimes i m really tired.

tired of his attitude,

not same with me

tired of his friends.

tired of my family

tired of no money to spend,

tired of my work

no sales.

tired of the enviroment.

no friends.

tired of being myself.

tired of everything.make me wanna run away.

i knew. i need to work hard to get a better life.

i knew.

lets be positive.

1 more month. 4 years anniversary.

are we going to be forever.marriage?

he do things that i hate

i m doing things that he hate.

why?

i dunno.

but i love you.

things will become better. everything will be fine.
nights.